I was out at a bar a couple weeks ago and I saw some amazing dance moves. I love when this happens. It is by far my favorite thing when people embrace their awesome dance moves that others may look at and think, "Is that person going into an epileptic shock?" I am known to break out some of those amazing moves on occasion but rarely when I'm in a room of people I don't really know.
While I was enjoying just watching these people from my prime bar stool my friend said "Hey, isn't that that guy from Criminal Minds?" I was like "Who?" You see I don't really watch that show, but the guy seemed vaguely familiar. He was also in one of my favorite summer movies 500 Days of Summer. He plays the best friend. Anyways it was in fact Matthew Gray Gubler and he is a fantastic dancer. I kind of wish he was my friend. After seeing him out he just seems like so much fun.
Also solidifying his awesomeness there is this great film he made Matthew Gray Gubler: The Unauthorized Documentary. That is a link to episode 1. You should watch them all.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
I'm In Love!! :)
I'm in love really and truly and very happy about it. I'm in love with one of the most fantastic people ever and it actually surprised me. Before you get ahead of yourself and think, "Whoa did I miss something," let me fill you in. I'm in love with me. This was a revelation I had yesterday. It may sound narcissistic, but it's not really. I mean most of us are in love with ourselves. There is even that cliche, "if you can't love yourself then how can anyone else?"
So, I'm happy to say I am in love with someone and that someone is me. It has been a long journey and a difficult relationship. I have been constantly fighting the happy feelings within and making myself fairly miserable by living up to someone else's standards. I have given up on that. I realized I'm amazing and really truly believe this. This doesn't mean there are things that I can't improve on, but being happy with myself and loving myself is really the first step to becoming the person I am meant to be. I have been defining myself for so long as something that other people wanted me to be. I have been trying to fit into this mold of what people want. I realized when I had this revaluation is that it isn't worth fighting who you are. There is no perfect way to be. You just really need to be happy and somehow you will muddle through the rest of it.
Another person's writing actually spurred this post. It was the wonderful Decoybetty while guest posting for Hooking Up Smart. This post just reaffirmed my belief in what I have been feeling for the last few days. This sense of not really caring how others define me, but rather how I define myself. If people look at me as single and whatever it doesn't matter. I am who I am and I am doing what is right for me so to heck with all that stuff. My life is amazing and will be amazing and maybe it is a little tough sometime, but I love it.
So, I'm happy to say I am in love with someone and that someone is me. It has been a long journey and a difficult relationship. I have been constantly fighting the happy feelings within and making myself fairly miserable by living up to someone else's standards. I have given up on that. I realized I'm amazing and really truly believe this. This doesn't mean there are things that I can't improve on, but being happy with myself and loving myself is really the first step to becoming the person I am meant to be. I have been defining myself for so long as something that other people wanted me to be. I have been trying to fit into this mold of what people want. I realized when I had this revaluation is that it isn't worth fighting who you are. There is no perfect way to be. You just really need to be happy and somehow you will muddle through the rest of it.
Another person's writing actually spurred this post. It was the wonderful Decoybetty while guest posting for Hooking Up Smart. This post just reaffirmed my belief in what I have been feeling for the last few days. This sense of not really caring how others define me, but rather how I define myself. If people look at me as single and whatever it doesn't matter. I am who I am and I am doing what is right for me so to heck with all that stuff. My life is amazing and will be amazing and maybe it is a little tough sometime, but I love it.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Sorry for the radio silence
Hi all I'm tired. I am bone tired. I had a little too much fun yesterday and now I'm paying for it. I remember when I use to be able to go out and not feel dead the next day. Could I be getting old?
I am writing a brief recap of Halloween boy and then going to sleep. I'll write more this week when I have 5 blissful days in Maine and nothing to do. Anyways Halloween boy was cuter then I remembered and we had a coffee. Then he asked if I wanted to go walk to the park. We went to the Washington Square Park and he picked a park bench for us to sit on. We chatted a bit and then he made his move. We were sitting in the park and he just kind of gave me this look and then kissed me. It was nice and I knew it was coming. I don't know though. I haven't really heard from him since. At least I can check making out in Washington Square Park of my bucket list. ;)
I am writing a brief recap of Halloween boy and then going to sleep. I'll write more this week when I have 5 blissful days in Maine and nothing to do. Anyways Halloween boy was cuter then I remembered and we had a coffee. Then he asked if I wanted to go walk to the park. We went to the Washington Square Park and he picked a park bench for us to sit on. We chatted a bit and then he made his move. We were sitting in the park and he just kind of gave me this look and then kissed me. It was nice and I knew it was coming. I don't know though. I haven't really heard from him since. At least I can check making out in Washington Square Park of my bucket list. ;)
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