Dilemmas and Life Updates

So I have a major major dilemma (makes it sound way more serious then it is) I like this boy and said boy is clueless or at least I think he is.  Said boy is also very much a boy as he is 23 and at 28 for some reason this is way to much of an age difference.... Every time I begin to write him off he pops back into my life.  I kind of hate it.  We are just friends and fairly goodish I think, but I try and keep my distance because I realize that I like him too much. The thing is he just makes me happy.  I laugh when I'm around him. I'm at ease when I'm around him. I don't think to much when I'm around him.  Last night I went to a friends birthday party and he showed up and I don't know I hate to say I light up when I see him but I do.  We started talking and he told me he might move to California.  Which would be great for him but makes me more upset then it should.  Then we started talking about our growth groups and he was like yeah I am hanging out with this new friend I meet at mine tomorrow.  I was like that's awesome... Then a few minutes go by and he's like oh by the way the new friend is a girl what should I do with her, but just as friends it's not a date. I rolled my eyes and was like it is totally a date idiot.  I felt myself slipping into friend zone and putting up all my walls. I hate when I do this. So the Dilemma is next time I hang out with him do I tell him I think I like him as more then a friend... I already think I know the answer but sometimes I think I just don't do it because I'm so afraid of what his answer will be... Ah so that is that for that stream of consciousness.


As for life updates my nutrition program is going amazingly.  I am well on my way to becoming a health/life coach and thriving.  I have become a vegan for the moment and feel fantastic. I also started that new blog I was talking about. It is more a healthy living blog called Let's Cook Together. Then I have a question for you all I will be starting a website soon and a business and can't decide if I should keep Let's Cook Together as my business name or just have that as my blog/newsletter and have something like Living Balanced as my business/website name. Any insight on this would be great.  Basically I am going to be focusing on creating a balance life in a crazy world and how by creating this balance you depend less on food because you are finding your nourishment elsewhere.  Also when you have life balance it is actually easier to eat balance because your body knows what that is.  You will find this all at my other blog.  Thanks for stopping by and checking up on me. ;)

Time Rolls on This Blog Doesn't Keep Up

As with most everything when life gets good and busy this blog gets rather forgotten. It is never the intention and I feel bad since it got me through a rather tumultuous time in my life.  I found some wonderful people through this.  My online group of support and I do not forget you though I don't blog as often or keep up with the reading of other blogs.  I do miss you all.  I come to writing this in a bitter sweet way.  I am entering a new stage in my life where I will be launching my own health coaching business.  With this I will be writing a new blog and this one will be coming down.  This chapter of my life is closing and to really close it I have to put this blog to rest.  I will share my new website when it is all up and running and post here occasionally.


Until then I will post here sporadically and ask for help in branding and creating my new business.  It is the people that I meet here that gave me the courage to go for what I really want and I would be remiss if I didn't give you all the information to keep following me. So I will be closing this blog in about 4 months.  Stay tuned for the rebirth of Megs Life in another location.... It is going to be amazing I promise.

Life

It's been 2 moths since I have posted anything. I don't know why. I just haven't had anything much to write about.  Life has been super busy and I have been trying to figure out what I am suppose to be doing with it.  Nothing has changed and everything has changed.  I gave my notice to my employer.  It isn't that big of a deal since my last day will be sometime in June.  I'm moving in with friends in a few months.  I have to find a new job.  I usually would be freaking out by now.  I'm just thinking everything will work out.  It isn't worth worrying over because well what is worrying going to do?

The decision I have to make at the moment is a career one. What am I suppose to do? I have 6 months to decide on teaching, staying a nanny and pursuing a holistic nutrition degree, or doing something all together different. I'll figure it out.  I'm leaning towards the nutrition degree.  Health is a passion of mine and I want to help people.  I think it makes the most sense for me.  So hopefully in a year I'll be writing you as a holistic nutritionist that will be working with families and individualism and solving the child obesity problem :)