New Years Eve

It's New Years Eve and I'm working. Here is the thing. I 100% wanted to work. If I wasn't watching these two kids I would be at home watching movies. This is 100% my choice but the funny thing is that when you choose to be alone on big going out nights everyone feels that they need to make sure you are ok. I am fine. I don't feel like I am missing anything. In fact for the first time my staying in is not because I feel lame and don't think I could find plans. I just don't feel like going out. So this New Years Eve I am sitting on a couch watching movies and enjoying some alone time. It is exactly how I want to spend this holiday. Hope everyone else gets to do exactly what they want too.

And I'm Back

Ok so once again I vanished from the internet world. This was mostly due to my lack of a competent machine. I splurged and bought myself a computer that was too expensive but something I totally needed for myself. I didn't use my whole bonus so...

Another reason is I don't really have much going on. I am signed up to run another marathon. I'm enjoying getting back into training. I have a few friends who are running this one and it is in Maine. It is going to be a family weekend. I have at least two Aunts and a gaggle of cousins and my mother and sisters who are going to come. I wish it was sooner.

I may be moving to California for work. I'm not entirely sure if I am going to do this. I have been trying to figure out what to do with my life and not sure if packing up and staying a nanny is really the best thing to do. I guess this is going to force me to make a decision about my life.

Dating has been put on hold. I have to much going on to figure out how to be in a relationship. I don't know sometimes I think that maybe that is a cop out. It is just the last thing I feel like doing is going on a date. At the end of the day I enjoy going out with friend or to the gym. I'm sure eventually I will have it all figured out and some fantastic boy will wander into my life if that is what I want.

So I'm bac and perhaps I will post more often but really who knows. I'm always here but I've pretty much had nothing to say the past few weeks. That is rare.

Randomness

I was out at a bar a couple weeks ago and I saw some amazing dance moves. I love when this happens. It is by far my favorite thing when people embrace their awesome dance moves that others may look at and think, "Is that person going into an epileptic shock?" I am known to break out some of those amazing moves on occasion but rarely when I'm in a room of people I don't really know.

While I was enjoying just watching these people from my prime bar stool my friend said "Hey, isn't that that guy from Criminal Minds?" I was like "Who?" You see I don't really watch that show, but the guy seemed vaguely familiar. He was also in one of my favorite summer movies 500 Days of Summer. He plays the best friend. Anyways it was in fact Matthew Gray Gubler and he is a fantastic dancer. I kind of wish he was my friend. After seeing him out he just seems like so much fun.

Also solidifying his awesomeness there is this great film he made Matthew Gray Gubler: The Unauthorized Documentary. That is a link to episode 1. You should watch them all.