Real Life

I have no desire to go to work and I am just finding it horrible. I'm done with what I have been doing. I applied to a "real" job today in a city that away from here. I'm just hoping that this holding pattern life has been in stops soon. It has been way to long since I was happy and understood what was going on with my life and bills and living. Anyways real life is catching up with me and I'm not so happy about it.